well it's that time of year again, where the weather is between winter and spring, where it is really hot one day then very cold the next.
this is when I get the most horrable headaches. and I'm just getting over a cold from hell, so lots of bloody noses and such.
charming huh?

but I guess the one good thing that comes from this is that I have more creativity during these times...but I can't really use it much due to the feelings of dizzyness and sleepyness..so I have all this built up artistic drive and it's eating away at me. it needs to come out somehow...and well it causes me to have very...strange dreams...most of them I can't remember other then the fact that they were really REALLY wierd and I want draw them but since I can't remember them it makes it difficult...so I'm confussed and sleepy. I think thats when I do my best work, when I'm in la la land.

in my mind I can see these amazing images but for the life of me I can't get them on paper but I can get pretty close when I don't think too much, but thats so hard to do..not think...where is that damn off switch!?

I know I have spelling problems but "frankly I don't give a damn"